backstreet boys-shape of my heart ----------------------------------------------
im selfish? really? self centered... huh? so funny... too funny...
tml i fly off to hong kong le. attitude? huh? only he will give attitude. only peers give attitude? wat about me? family? ask me fuck care? gt use meh? dun rack up past? for God's sake, wouldn't everything end too late? saying wat? gt alot of things wan to tell me? humph. wat thing? i dun wan to see euu in airport, euu die die also wan to go gt respect my decision? since im so fucking self centered,let it be. treat it as im crazy or insane tsk tsk, late late, and howdy, stress? any humans will understand? silly? who is silly? our thinking collides. i wan peace i hate breaking ups. im persevering nt to cut the tie, am i struggling nt too? one-sided love? who on earth will understand? tears everyday? who the hell can make me happy? my fault? only jies and fen understand. if having a love will be so tough i rather be single. no ppl will understand? nidd a counseller? come on. even a counseller will not save me do he even understand? doubt so
on phone; keep saying dun angry dun angry, dun stress, dun be so frustrated you think i wan? am i really think this way? was i thinking this way? who really noe the whole pic? lyk fuck=.= relationship,friendship,kinship...really hard to maintain who the hell can understand? cecilia jie say i keep helping ppl around me, make myself stress? true enuff. am i really tat stress? or just, im sensitive? i dunno i really dunno you tell me to have a break? how to? i wanna help ppl.i really wish to.i can and i still can but? what i get in the end? i dun wish a repay. but? peace or make things worse? i dunno criticisms,compliments, etc humans natural reactions? impulse? heh so wat? im impulse? when every fucking thing you know is too late you cannot change it i cant go eurr life, you cant understand mine wats the use? seems lyk i dun understand you as much as you understand me maybe is just feelings. o my, such big impact i dun give a fucking thought wat will happen after ppl reading this entries,including my own gans since humans can be so self-centered, why not me? im just a follower in the end. comes to think of it, aren't im pathetic. cant even handle humans around me even gladys jie understands me, will my bf understand? too late.really,too late time. i think, 1 day 24 hrs also nt enuff for me to use tml is our one month anniversary, im off to hong kong he is angry? im nt? seems to be so...so realistic in life, no matter how much i helped ppl, what i gain is troubles for my own? retribution huh? ask me to cool down, ask whether im ok or nt, actions speaks louder then words ppl maybe it is really just thinking that is bothering me i hope, after this entry, i tend to cool things down and start afresh im so damn bloody tired to be a puppet for ppl fucking life=.= seems lyk no freedom for me to choose who i wan to. gotten controlled is a bad thing after all since no nothing give a fuck to it, fuck care lor what can i do? no respect no nothing? what have done is done. too late to erase... stained relationships =.= CRAZY ME~~~~~ haii... gladys jie...not i dun wan to tell you... maybe once you read this entry, i think you will be the one and only who can understands me ba=.= eurr mei me is gasping so hard for oxygen haii~ sometyms, thinking of something fatal can really helps o but relax humans...i will make it back for the bloody hong kong trip=.= since i promise so many ppl for presents! 1000 dollars also nt enuff for me to spent la~ haii haii~ JIIAYOUUS FOR TML MATHS MOCK EXAMS PPL! xD~! hope i have a pleasant trip... I WILL MISS SINGAPORE DE! SOBBS~
(and dun worry, im nt emoing,heh...im still the june who lyk to dee siao ppl de! x]~!) GLADYS!CECILIA!PEI FEN!LAOPO!DEAR!KOR!MUST MISS ME KKAYS! x]~! hees~ dunno if im really smiling or nt=.= haii~~*tension down* suan liao~ YEA! I MISS THE AEROPLANE FOOD SINCE LAST YR! MUWAHAHA~ sry for my above entry...dun be offended ppl...but wat im saying is really wat im thinking. maybe irritating. but, all this is wat im going through this whole one month
O YA! DEAR; HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
=Liing=
deadly?fatal?*grins* I HATE MY KOR KOR!!!!! speaking Cantonese to me...bloody fuck=.= RELAX!I WILL BE BACK IN 5 DAYS TO WHACK U AGAIN! MUWAHAHAHAHAHA~ MUST MISS ME OK! xD~! (nice birthday gift eh) x]~!
backstreet boys-shape of my heart ----------------------------------------------
im selfish? really? self centered... huh? so funny... too funny...
tml i fly off to hong kong le. attitude? huh? only he will give attitude. only peers give attitude? wat about me? family? ask me fuck care? gt use meh? dun rack up past? for God's sake, wouldn't everything end too late? saying wat? gt alot of things wan to tell me? humph. wat thing? i dun wan to see euu in airport, euu die die also wan to go gt respect my decision? since im so fucking self centered,let it be. treat it as im crazy or insane tsk tsk, late late, and howdy, stress? any humans will understand? silly? who is silly? our thinking collides. i wan peace i hate breaking ups. im persevering nt to cut the tie, am i struggling nt too? one-sided love? who on earth will understand? tears everyday? who the hell can make me happy? my fault? only jies and fen understand. if having a love will be so tough i rather be single. no ppl will understand? nidd a counseller? come on. even a counseller will not save me do he even understand? doubt so
on phone; keep saying dun angry dun angry, dun stress, dun be so frustrated you think i wan? am i really think this way? was i thinking this way? who really noe the whole pic? lyk fuck=.= relationship,friendship,kinship...really hard to maintain who the hell can understand? cecilia jie say i keep helping ppl around me, make myself stress? true enuff. am i really tat stress? or just, im sensitive? i dunno i really dunno you tell me to have a break? how to? i wanna help ppl.i really wish to.i can and i still can but? what i get in the end? i dun wish a repay. but? peace or make things worse? i dunno criticisms,compliments, etc humans natural reactions? impulse? heh so wat? im impulse? when every fucking thing you know is too late you cannot change it i cant go eurr life, you cant understand mine wats the use? seems lyk i dun understand you as much as you understand me maybe is just feelings. o my, such big impact i dun give a fucking thought wat will happen after ppl reading this entries,including my own gans since humans can be so self-centered, why not me? im just a follower in the end. comes to think of it, aren't im pathetic. cant even handle humans around me even gladys jie understands me, will my bf understand? too late.really,too late time. i think, 1 day 24 hrs also nt enuff for me to use tml is our one month anniversary, im off to hong kong he is angry? im nt? seems to be so...so realistic in life, no matter how much i helped ppl, what i gain is troubles for my own? retribution huh? ask me to cool down, ask whether im ok or nt, actions speaks louder then words ppl maybe it is really just thinking that is bothering me i hope, after this entry, i tend to cool things down and start afresh im so damn bloody tired to be a puppet for ppl fucking life=.= seems lyk no freedom for me to choose who i wan to. gotten controlled is a bad thing after all since no nothing give a fuck to it, fuck care lor what can i do? no respect no nothing? what have done is done. too late to erase... stained relationships =.= CRAZY ME~~~~~ haii... gladys jie...not i dun wan to tell you... maybe once you read this entry, i think you will be the one and only who can understands me ba=.= eurr mei me is gasping so hard for oxygen haii~ sometyms, thinking of something fatal can really helps o but relax humans...i will make it back for the bloody hong kong trip=.= since i promise so many ppl for presents! 1000 dollars also nt enuff for me to spent la~ haii haii~ JIIAYOUUS FOR TML MATHS MOCK EXAMS PPL! xD~! hope i have a pleasant trip... I WILL MISS SINGAPORE DE! SOBBS~
(and dun worry, im nt emoing,heh...im still the june who lyk to dee siao ppl de! x]~!) GLADYS!CECILIA!PEI FEN!LAOPO!DEAR!KOR!MUST MISS ME KKAYS! x]~! hees~ dunno if im really smiling or nt=.= haii~~*tension down* suan liao~ YEA! I MISS THE AEROPLANE FOOD SINCE LAST YR! MUWAHAHA~ sry for my above entry...dun be offended ppl...but wat im saying is really wat im thinking. maybe irritating. but, all this is wat im going through this whole one month
O YA! DEAR; HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
=Liing=
deadly?fatal?*grins* I HATE MY KOR KOR!!!!! speaking Cantonese to me...bloody fuck=.= RELAX!I WILL BE BACK IN 5 DAYS TO WHACK U AGAIN! MUWAHAHAHAHAHA~ MUST MISS ME OK! xD~! (nice birthday gift eh) x]~!
b4 i leave
