The GazettE-Distress And Coma -----------------------------------------------------
o well, finally back for posting. its been 3 days yeah? gt alot to say, alot to complains...
first, Define Friends? anyone? everything's just a cycle. i dun wanna mention it anymore. it sure hurts, when your friends told you that they know you so damn well where they din even give you a shit in everything. im not sure it worth me of saying this here cus nothing can change. damn it to hell, why am i the one who is always on the negative side?! and yeah, im very fed up with ytd. with all the vulgarities ytd...
im very sinful alrdy-.- someone kill me?
anyway, talked with huncheng korkor(: talked all the way to 3am. yeah! we laughed like siao! hahaha! he is always the medicine for me to laughhhhh!:D how i love him man! even though he always curse me of tioing Brain Tumor-.- damn him.
and i had a big fight with Leonard ytd. through sms... things are not that nice anymore. yeah. also because of ytd. i deleted his contact too? nice one? but because of his bloody sms, i gt so fed up. argued like crazy. then he apologized?! whats this? but i wanna thank you for a thing that you made me feel loved with you everytime. i dunno whether we can still communicate any longer. but i know what to do with everything i should do.
now that i know i've been a very nice girl all along. had been tolerating all along. with everyone occurring my life.
think that i should stop being nice with a handful of idiots. they really pissed me off. and i hoped, my damn brother would helped out with mummy, she's still in her recovery leh! will you just support her?! i'll die any sooner ok.
i know i shouldnt be so negative at this point of time. i know i should be more understanding. i know i should be tolerating. BUT some things just stands in my way.
when im desperated for help. who to turn to? who the hell would understand? i wanna cry but why?
i wanna stay strong. i know i can because i wanted to.
byee~ nt in a very pleasant mood.
=Liing=
now i realise; of how silly i am. letting you walk through my door...
The GazettE-Distress And Coma -----------------------------------------------------
o well, finally back for posting. its been 3 days yeah? gt alot to say, alot to complains...
first, Define Friends? anyone? everything's just a cycle. i dun wanna mention it anymore. it sure hurts, when your friends told you that they know you so damn well where they din even give you a shit in everything. im not sure it worth me of saying this here cus nothing can change. damn it to hell, why am i the one who is always on the negative side?! and yeah, im very fed up with ytd. with all the vulgarities ytd...
im very sinful alrdy-.- someone kill me?
anyway, talked with huncheng korkor(: talked all the way to 3am. yeah! we laughed like siao! hahaha! he is always the medicine for me to laughhhhh!:D how i love him man! even though he always curse me of tioing Brain Tumor-.- damn him.
and i had a big fight with Leonard ytd. through sms... things are not that nice anymore. yeah. also because of ytd. i deleted his contact too? nice one? but because of his bloody sms, i gt so fed up. argued like crazy. then he apologized?! whats this? but i wanna thank you for a thing that you made me feel loved with you everytime. i dunno whether we can still communicate any longer. but i know what to do with everything i should do.
now that i know i've been a very nice girl all along. had been tolerating all along. with everyone occurring my life.
think that i should stop being nice with a handful of idiots. they really pissed me off. and i hoped, my damn brother would helped out with mummy, she's still in her recovery leh! will you just support her?! i'll die any sooner ok.
i know i shouldnt be so negative at this point of time. i know i should be more understanding. i know i should be tolerating. BUT some things just stands in my way.
when im desperated for help. who to turn to? who the hell would understand? i wanna cry but why?
i wanna stay strong. i know i can because i wanted to.
byee~ nt in a very pleasant mood.
=Liing=
now i realise; of how silly i am. letting you walk through my door...
