Mika Nakashima-Yuki No Hana --------------------------------------------------
o well, i know i've been posting alot. i have left by no choice. just wanna record some stuff...
Hey Mum; if you're reading this, i just wanna tell you. the medical report is nothing. you are healthy and need not proceed to any surgery. pls dunn scare yourself by today's medical report. i do Hope God bless you through out the way and you would feel safe. i am worried bout you too. i told myself i cannot cry. yes. if i cry, mummy will also cry. so june, hush now. no more tears ok...?
i love you. <3
mummy, i really wanna repent myself. i've not been a very good daughter. ): gimme a chance?
yes,i cannot cry. i must smile(: yes yes, i can do it!
=Liing=
now that i have know, things are getting more and more serious. A thing which i hoped that it will not happen any sooner. i just wanna be selfish once. i wann my family to stay as one. especially mummy and daddy and korkor. to be very very healthy. i dun wanna lose any of them.
i dun understand, why people yearn for so much powers? why people only think for themselves? why people hurt one another? why people break up in relationships? why people asked so much when they had everything? why people take things for granted? why people desire for perfects in their lives? why people wanted money so much? why people act like they are superior? why people are not filial towards their family members? and why, do people not cherish their family members around them?
i want to know why people cant give in? people cant forgive? people cant forget? people can be ridiculous at times? people doesnt seems to be honest in their actions? people who are naive enough who thinks for their own? people who only cares for their own needs? people keep pushing blames on others? people not admitting is their own faults?
Mika Nakashima-Yuki No Hana --------------------------------------------------
o well, i know i've been posting alot. i have left by no choice. just wanna record some stuff...
Hey Mum; if you're reading this, i just wanna tell you. the medical report is nothing. you are healthy and need not proceed to any surgery. pls dunn scare yourself by today's medical report. i do Hope God bless you through out the way and you would feel safe. i am worried bout you too. i told myself i cannot cry. yes. if i cry, mummy will also cry. so june, hush now. no more tears ok...?
i love you. <3
mummy, i really wanna repent myself. i've not been a very good daughter. ): gimme a chance?
yes,i cannot cry. i must smile(: yes yes, i can do it!
=Liing=
now that i have know, things are getting more and more serious. A thing which i hoped that it will not happen any sooner. i just wanna be selfish once. i wann my family to stay as one. especially mummy and daddy and korkor. to be very very healthy. i dun wanna lose any of them.
i dun understand, why people yearn for so much powers? why people only think for themselves? why people hurt one another? why people break up in relationships? why people asked so much when they had everything? why people take things for granted? why people desire for perfects in their lives? why people wanted money so much? why people act like they are superior? why people are not filial towards their family members? and why, do people not cherish their family members around them?
i want to know why people cant give in? people cant forgive? people cant forget? people can be ridiculous at times? people doesnt seems to be honest in their actions? people who are naive enough who thinks for their own? people who only cares for their own needs? people keep pushing blames on others? people not admitting is their own faults?
