Micheal Jackson-Beat It -----------------------------
i've seen enough, now monkey doesnt wann me anymore. she said that she doesnt wanna talk about it. she said that she isnt going to teach me maths anymore cus of her personal reasons which i find it hard to accept. she said that she wanna let it be.
well, my point of view. hell yes, i dunno whats wrong. dun freaking says tat i din think or whatsoever shit... i've been thinking from just now till now. nth.
i dunno whats in her mind. i dunno whats in her head i dunno whats going on around her i dunno whats happening either i dunno whats exactly her meaning of let go?! i dunno whats wrong with her since july 23 2009 i dunno what to do if she dun wanna teach me maths. i dunno what to do if she is nt there for me, i might cry myself again. i dunno what to do if she is not there for me, nobody pei me crazy again i dunno what to do if she is not there for me, i could no longer sing K with her i dunno what to do if she is not there, no more study sessions. i dunno what to do if she doesnt care me anymore. i dunno what to do if she is not there, could no longer shoot er jie alrdy. i dunno what to do if she is not there, i dunno who to turn to alrdy.
very long din go arcade tgt alrdy very long din go west coast tgt alrdy very long din makan tgt alrdy very long din sing K tgt alrdy very long din go out gaigai alrdy very long din go out play alrdy very long din study tgt alrdy very long din pillow fight with each other alrdy very long din argue with her alrdy very long din camwhore tgt alrdy very long very long very long. and very long i din say i love her alrdy. and, my tigger plushie says he miss meiying.
why?
because she left me alrdy. because she has her personal stuff to attend because i done wrong and she dun wanna care me because she give up on me because she broke her promises to me. saying that she will help me, saying that she will be there for me, saying that she wouldnt throw me aside one, saying that even i run outside hse i also can meet her one. saying that we will pass Os tgt.
very long din cry for a friend very long din feel a pain for a friend very long din have to suffer this feeling
cried like nobody's business now cried like crazy girl cried like as though nobody is there anymore i was crying, and why the fuck im crying?!
i didnt show care to her i didnt help her along when she's hurt
well, it seems like i depend on her quite alot. aiyah, maybe i scare her off lah. tapai misunderstand my language one. from sec one until now leh!li hai bo? still say is my alien language problem-_______-'''
and last point, again another person, doesnt want to give me a fucking chance to explain myself. totally, i got a no, can you believe it?! NO. A FUCKING NO CHANCE TO CLEAR MYSELF. i couldnt choose, i cant choose because i got NO choice. there is only one way out, that is to follow.
she know i will sad one meh? she know i will cry one meh? she know i will sot one meh? she know i will isolate one meh? she wouldnt know, why? because she got her personal reason to attend.
im sorry but to say, i find it hard to accept your reason. i cant state what reason is because, i'll have to respect you. because you told me not to. because it concern your family matters. because i promised you, i wouldnt say.
i fulfilled my promise to you. where is my promise? ah, forget it. it will not happen.
treat it as my fault, its fine if you dun wanna rake it up. i dun blame you for this because its my own attitude that people find it hard to accept.
till then i realizs, it wasnt you who cause this, is me because im too self-centered, because i did not tell you everything that is occurring in me. because im not who i am before.
thanks for your time thanks for your memories thanks for your craps thanks for your everything.
idk whether we can be as besties as before, idk whether we can gaiagi tgt idk alot alot.
and i also dunno when i can make up for you leh! im still waiting leh dey!
but for all, i confirm will still rmb the treat if i pass my Os lvl maths one! think what? wanna throw me aside so easy meh?! hahaha! i will use elephant glue and stick with you forever! so no boys can snatch you away from me! *muwahahaa*
lastly, ily orh ahhying monkey!(:
=Liing=
O God, Im in pain. now even scolding a slightest vulgarities, i feel weird. wow, a sign of change huh? forget it lah, give who see? i dunno anymore. cus im afraid of the next chapter of my life.
Micheal Jackson-Beat It -----------------------------
i've seen enough, now monkey doesnt wann me anymore. she said that she doesnt wanna talk about it. she said that she isnt going to teach me maths anymore cus of her personal reasons which i find it hard to accept. she said that she wanna let it be.
well, my point of view. hell yes, i dunno whats wrong. dun freaking says tat i din think or whatsoever shit... i've been thinking from just now till now. nth.
i dunno whats in her mind. i dunno whats in her head i dunno whats going on around her i dunno whats happening either i dunno whats exactly her meaning of let go?! i dunno whats wrong with her since july 23 2009 i dunno what to do if she dun wanna teach me maths. i dunno what to do if she is nt there for me, i might cry myself again. i dunno what to do if she is not there for me, nobody pei me crazy again i dunno what to do if she is not there for me, i could no longer sing K with her i dunno what to do if she is not there, no more study sessions. i dunno what to do if she doesnt care me anymore. i dunno what to do if she is not there, could no longer shoot er jie alrdy. i dunno what to do if she is not there, i dunno who to turn to alrdy.
very long din go arcade tgt alrdy very long din go west coast tgt alrdy very long din makan tgt alrdy very long din sing K tgt alrdy very long din go out gaigai alrdy very long din go out play alrdy very long din study tgt alrdy very long din pillow fight with each other alrdy very long din argue with her alrdy very long din camwhore tgt alrdy very long very long very long. and very long i din say i love her alrdy. and, my tigger plushie says he miss meiying.
why?
because she left me alrdy. because she has her personal stuff to attend because i done wrong and she dun wanna care me because she give up on me because she broke her promises to me. saying that she will help me, saying that she will be there for me, saying that she wouldnt throw me aside one, saying that even i run outside hse i also can meet her one. saying that we will pass Os tgt.
very long din cry for a friend very long din feel a pain for a friend very long din have to suffer this feeling
cried like nobody's business now cried like crazy girl cried like as though nobody is there anymore i was crying, and why the fuck im crying?!
i didnt show care to her i didnt help her along when she's hurt
well, it seems like i depend on her quite alot. aiyah, maybe i scare her off lah. tapai misunderstand my language one. from sec one until now leh!li hai bo? still say is my alien language problem-_______-'''
and last point, again another person, doesnt want to give me a fucking chance to explain myself. totally, i got a no, can you believe it?! NO. A FUCKING NO CHANCE TO CLEAR MYSELF. i couldnt choose, i cant choose because i got NO choice. there is only one way out, that is to follow.
she know i will sad one meh? she know i will cry one meh? she know i will sot one meh? she know i will isolate one meh? she wouldnt know, why? because she got her personal reason to attend.
im sorry but to say, i find it hard to accept your reason. i cant state what reason is because, i'll have to respect you. because you told me not to. because it concern your family matters. because i promised you, i wouldnt say.
i fulfilled my promise to you. where is my promise? ah, forget it. it will not happen.
treat it as my fault, its fine if you dun wanna rake it up. i dun blame you for this because its my own attitude that people find it hard to accept.
till then i realizs, it wasnt you who cause this, is me because im too self-centered, because i did not tell you everything that is occurring in me. because im not who i am before.
thanks for your time thanks for your memories thanks for your craps thanks for your everything.
idk whether we can be as besties as before, idk whether we can gaiagi tgt idk alot alot.
and i also dunno when i can make up for you leh! im still waiting leh dey!
but for all, i confirm will still rmb the treat if i pass my Os lvl maths one! think what? wanna throw me aside so easy meh?! hahaha! i will use elephant glue and stick with you forever! so no boys can snatch you away from me! *muwahahaa*
lastly, ily orh ahhying monkey!(:
=Liing=
O God, Im in pain. now even scolding a slightest vulgarities, i feel weird. wow, a sign of change huh? forget it lah, give who see? i dunno anymore. cus im afraid of the next chapter of my life.
