when is the last time im really happy over something?
tml meeting kevin square, gaigai with huncheng kor,cecilia jiejie and osmanthus jiefu. think i really need to return jie money alrdy. she reminded me today.): wanna quickly clear my debt. still got gladys jiejie one and yingg one. D:
sian, i was browsing some other people's blogs and i say something similar like, she wrote something like, ; when is the last time you smiled over something you're very contented about? think i shall change it to, when is the last time, i really smiled happily? i feel so...tired, cant get over this and that. feel so tense everyday. wanna die. wanna cry. wanna shout. wanna breakfree. i really wanna accomplish alot of things, i really wanna change somethings. but it was meant not to be changed. i dun want to resort stuff to hatred. simply because i think that i'll be the one suffering then hating ppl. and even i camwhore, i feel like a idiot=.= as in, the smile very kanasai lor-.- was discussing this matter with huncheng kor today in bus, even he also say that my smile like so fake? how?): im not depress leh, im not stress. aiyoh, why i become like tat? i need help liao. low self-esteem-________-'''
gimme time, yeah, im sick of this sentence too.
was watching my Lin Feng de concert now! he damn shuai and cute canns!xD nvr be replaced alrdy! hohoho!
when is the last time im really happy over something?
tml meeting kevin square, gaigai with huncheng kor,cecilia jiejie and osmanthus jiefu. think i really need to return jie money alrdy. she reminded me today.): wanna quickly clear my debt. still got gladys jiejie one and yingg one. D:
sian, i was browsing some other people's blogs and i say something similar like, she wrote something like, ; when is the last time you smiled over something you're very contented about? think i shall change it to, when is the last time, i really smiled happily? i feel so...tired, cant get over this and that. feel so tense everyday. wanna die. wanna cry. wanna shout. wanna breakfree. i really wanna accomplish alot of things, i really wanna change somethings. but it was meant not to be changed. i dun want to resort stuff to hatred. simply because i think that i'll be the one suffering then hating ppl. and even i camwhore, i feel like a idiot=.= as in, the smile very kanasai lor-.- was discussing this matter with huncheng kor today in bus, even he also say that my smile like so fake? how?): im not depress leh, im not stress. aiyoh, why i become like tat? i need help liao. low self-esteem-________-'''
gimme time, yeah, im sick of this sentence too.
was watching my Lin Feng de concert now! he damn shuai and cute canns!xD nvr be replaced alrdy! hohoho!
