i admit, im so depressed nowadays-.- cant seems to get anythingg straight this few days. and to my surprise, i cried in physics class today. luckily no ppl notice me. i also dunno why i cry lah. maybe too stress, very depressing leh. idk why also! how? i've lost interest in everything. even in Os. i dun even wanna be nurse. i dun wanna go poly. i just wanna work my ass off and get my salary.
teacher still very discouraging, class environment sucks to the max. even talking to counselors doesnt even help. or i should say, i dun even know why im depress. maths still buang. my science is like a total shit. FnN is a total disappointment. i only manage to improve my eng. like how am i preparing for Os? i cant study now, nth is able to absorb in. im not feeling any stress, but im really depress for no reason. i dun wanna be like this. i really hate going school. i cant think positive. when im thinking of school, i will cry. sch's like hell to me now. what am i going to do? think is just peers probs. just very sian with life.
i admit, im so depressed nowadays-.- cant seems to get anythingg straight this few days. and to my surprise, i cried in physics class today. luckily no ppl notice me. i also dunno why i cry lah. maybe too stress, very depressing leh. idk why also! how? i've lost interest in everything. even in Os. i dun even wanna be nurse. i dun wanna go poly. i just wanna work my ass off and get my salary.
teacher still very discouraging, class environment sucks to the max. even talking to counselors doesnt even help. or i should say, i dun even know why im depress. maths still buang. my science is like a total shit. FnN is a total disappointment. i only manage to improve my eng. like how am i preparing for Os? i cant study now, nth is able to absorb in. im not feeling any stress, but im really depress for no reason. i dun wanna be like this. i really hate going school. i cant think positive. when im thinking of school, i will cry. sch's like hell to me now. what am i going to do? think is just peers probs. just very sian with life.
