SID-Monochrome no Kiss ------------------------------------
aiyah, sian bo? see lah, this post, need to explain some stuff. people who dun understand a single thing. kindly see, dun talk or comment so much. -.-
how pei fen, you better see my post CLEARLY. and below this post, is what i think.
actually i dun hate you. but i dun see the point to continue believing in you anymore. simple as it is. know why? since you dun respect me as a friend. why must i give in to you,as a friend too?
all you know is to cry, well, i couldnt say that cry is a big offense. just that imma abit offended, you cry, people think that i do what shit again. then what? my fault?!-____-''' anw, whats your definition of 真心真意?!may i ask? you dun even respect my decision, eh hello. must you wait till i flare up then you diam meh? take leslie's case, i dun even care whoever fuck is he. the past has gone. and you dun ever tell me whats the past, cus past doesnt exist in me. we are not tgt, ok, maybe still friend but who cares?! if i said, stop pulling me tgt with him,why cant you just keep your mouth shut? you may think that now im being very guai lan lah, but hello, im really very fuck up with every single shit you did ok. i yelled at you, you doesnt seems to care. is this your way of closing the gap in between? if i love him now, you wanna close the gap, i dun care. but wake up your sense. i DUN love him, i dun even like him now. we aint friends, just 'hi' and 'bye' friend. i know now you have stop saying me and him. of cus you did, right after i post an entry but him right?! and what you did huh? called spencer and said: june still love leslie leh! blahblah. man, i can even imagine how you did this ok-.- so now, to clear this shit. from my point of view, i admit, i did loved him, and hello? that is like a few fucking months ago?! you dunno my stuff and what, keep on saying non stop. who are you to me? you call this friend? pls lah hor, dun kid man.
wah, put the blame on you. tapai like this one. ya lah ya lah, i tapai put the blame on you lah hor. only you correct lah dey. since you know clearly what you are doing. then can you pls in future think clearly before you do something?
dun say that i've changed, people change over times. some become more mature, some become more nonsensical. of cus, i dun deny the fact that i have some kinda character then ppl detest. but this is who my parents nurture me into. i know who love and hate me can alrdy what. why should i change. if things are still. always stuck in the past. might as well i dun grow up?! i know i love myself, i feel the best out of myself.
why do you care? you think what, you very perfect meh? ya lah, sibeh perfect lah hor. im not perfect,humans aint perfect, but humans are beautiful in some other ways, if you hate my personality plus character so much, only know how to complain how bad i am. then what for be friends with me. you only know how to tell weiji they all, how bad i am, nono, i should say. how bad i treat you.blahblah. the complain complain, cry. wa lau, i also know how to cry. buay sian meh. behind say so much shit, infront say wan close what gap? you can ask my gans and all, how fuck up i was to you. i think i should be the one who cry. told me before, most of your friends left you alrdy. actually you have alot of friends, is to see how you cherish them only. i dun care how you cherish them lah. by money or bribe or love or hate or kiss lah. -.- but do you really see why people is leaving you or not? i dun believe you alrdy then what you wan me to do?! dun like being transparent in class. you got approach people meh?!
i dun wanna say so much liaos. i only know that, everything has change between us. i dunno whats wrong with you and mushmush(karling) also, she did told me quite a number of stuff that im surprise, but i find no reason to stop believing in her. if i say you childish, you du lan. then give fuck up face. talk to you nicely, yelled at me, (i dun blame you on this, all human have their own temper) say my point of view, then say i side other people, only put blame on you. wa kao. you think what, your thinking, your action and your words all buay tally one leh miss.
if you really think that what you did is through your clear conscience, then grates to you. think first, -why my stuff i do not want to share with you. -break my trust how many times? -why do we have problems arise? again and again?! lastly, if you think that im being a big bully here, put blames on you etcs. thats up to you. can see in your post that you're unhappy. but what to do, got misunderstandings you also dun wan clear. only know how to say i push the blame to you. ya lah, i push the blame to you lah ok? happy now?!
-.-
if everything you do and you think is right, then too bad. in life, there is something you cant choose. not fated=not fated.
to me, all this problems is you created,initially, if you din push me with leslie tgt, maybe i wont hate you so much. try putting yourself in my shoe. and some idiots are 'forcing' you to be in a relationship and blahblah. how would you feel?
i chose the path i want to be, i choose who i want to be with. and i choose the kind of lifestyle i want.
if the above things i mention, you are still not convinced, then too bad lor. for other issues like, -you use money to buy trust -motives stuff -hatred etc(s)
this is what other people said, to a certain extend, i agree. because the situation seems to be like this. you dun like people to say stuff of you behind your back right? then how does it taste that you say other people things on the other people。 put yourself in other people's shoe nxt tym. you may say i put the blame on you etc again lah. but i dun wanna care so much. this is all im be able to think about tonight.
go think through of what i've written. --------------------------------------------------------------------
ok, i know this is a freaking long post. but i need to clear some probs lah. =.= still need to sweep floor leh! sian can. tml gt sci sci and sci. and me and sci dun clique at all! tell me lah! sian buay?!
aiyoh, i miss my korkor leh! i wanna hug him! THEN CAN WHACK HIM FROM BEHIND!(HAHA)-i always use this trick^^- o.O~ had a long chat with da sao ytd night!:DD she so funny can! lol! even though i had abit difficulty in communicating with her. her chinese is damn power one. TT~ me leh, chinese is like hell to me. 16 more days nia leh. jiayou sia!
To all taking Os this year, Jiayou ah! dun give up! (: final lap and can relax till siao alrdy!:D
bye~
=Liing=
i believed in you once, got bitten twice, promised myself not to be stupid for the third time.
SID-Monochrome no Kiss ------------------------------------
aiyah, sian bo? see lah, this post, need to explain some stuff. people who dun understand a single thing. kindly see, dun talk or comment so much. -.-
how pei fen, you better see my post CLEARLY. and below this post, is what i think.
actually i dun hate you. but i dun see the point to continue believing in you anymore. simple as it is. know why? since you dun respect me as a friend. why must i give in to you,as a friend too?
all you know is to cry, well, i couldnt say that cry is a big offense. just that imma abit offended, you cry, people think that i do what shit again. then what? my fault?!-____-''' anw, whats your definition of 真心真意?!may i ask? you dun even respect my decision, eh hello. must you wait till i flare up then you diam meh? take leslie's case, i dun even care whoever fuck is he. the past has gone. and you dun ever tell me whats the past, cus past doesnt exist in me. we are not tgt, ok, maybe still friend but who cares?! if i said, stop pulling me tgt with him,why cant you just keep your mouth shut? you may think that now im being very guai lan lah, but hello, im really very fuck up with every single shit you did ok. i yelled at you, you doesnt seems to care. is this your way of closing the gap in between? if i love him now, you wanna close the gap, i dun care. but wake up your sense. i DUN love him, i dun even like him now. we aint friends, just 'hi' and 'bye' friend. i know now you have stop saying me and him. of cus you did, right after i post an entry but him right?! and what you did huh? called spencer and said: june still love leslie leh! blahblah. man, i can even imagine how you did this ok-.- so now, to clear this shit. from my point of view, i admit, i did loved him, and hello? that is like a few fucking months ago?! you dunno my stuff and what, keep on saying non stop. who are you to me? you call this friend? pls lah hor, dun kid man.
wah, put the blame on you. tapai like this one. ya lah ya lah, i tapai put the blame on you lah hor. only you correct lah dey. since you know clearly what you are doing. then can you pls in future think clearly before you do something?
dun say that i've changed, people change over times. some become more mature, some become more nonsensical. of cus, i dun deny the fact that i have some kinda character then ppl detest. but this is who my parents nurture me into. i know who love and hate me can alrdy what. why should i change. if things are still. always stuck in the past. might as well i dun grow up?! i know i love myself, i feel the best out of myself.
why do you care? you think what, you very perfect meh? ya lah, sibeh perfect lah hor. im not perfect,humans aint perfect, but humans are beautiful in some other ways, if you hate my personality plus character so much, only know how to complain how bad i am. then what for be friends with me. you only know how to tell weiji they all, how bad i am, nono, i should say. how bad i treat you.blahblah. the complain complain, cry. wa lau, i also know how to cry. buay sian meh. behind say so much shit, infront say wan close what gap? you can ask my gans and all, how fuck up i was to you. i think i should be the one who cry. told me before, most of your friends left you alrdy. actually you have alot of friends, is to see how you cherish them only. i dun care how you cherish them lah. by money or bribe or love or hate or kiss lah. -.- but do you really see why people is leaving you or not? i dun believe you alrdy then what you wan me to do?! dun like being transparent in class. you got approach people meh?!
i dun wanna say so much liaos. i only know that, everything has change between us. i dunno whats wrong with you and mushmush(karling) also, she did told me quite a number of stuff that im surprise, but i find no reason to stop believing in her. if i say you childish, you du lan. then give fuck up face. talk to you nicely, yelled at me, (i dun blame you on this, all human have their own temper) say my point of view, then say i side other people, only put blame on you. wa kao. you think what, your thinking, your action and your words all buay tally one leh miss.
if you really think that what you did is through your clear conscience, then grates to you. think first, -why my stuff i do not want to share with you. -break my trust how many times? -why do we have problems arise? again and again?! lastly, if you think that im being a big bully here, put blames on you etcs. thats up to you. can see in your post that you're unhappy. but what to do, got misunderstandings you also dun wan clear. only know how to say i push the blame to you. ya lah, i push the blame to you lah ok? happy now?!
-.-
if everything you do and you think is right, then too bad. in life, there is something you cant choose. not fated=not fated.
to me, all this problems is you created,initially, if you din push me with leslie tgt, maybe i wont hate you so much. try putting yourself in my shoe. and some idiots are 'forcing' you to be in a relationship and blahblah. how would you feel?
i chose the path i want to be, i choose who i want to be with. and i choose the kind of lifestyle i want.
if the above things i mention, you are still not convinced, then too bad lor. for other issues like, -you use money to buy trust -motives stuff -hatred etc(s)
this is what other people said, to a certain extend, i agree. because the situation seems to be like this. you dun like people to say stuff of you behind your back right? then how does it taste that you say other people things on the other people。 put yourself in other people's shoe nxt tym. you may say i put the blame on you etc again lah. but i dun wanna care so much. this is all im be able to think about tonight.
go think through of what i've written. --------------------------------------------------------------------
ok, i know this is a freaking long post. but i need to clear some probs lah. =.= still need to sweep floor leh! sian can. tml gt sci sci and sci. and me and sci dun clique at all! tell me lah! sian buay?!
aiyoh, i miss my korkor leh! i wanna hug him! THEN CAN WHACK HIM FROM BEHIND!(HAHA)-i always use this trick^^- o.O~ had a long chat with da sao ytd night!:DD she so funny can! lol! even though i had abit difficulty in communicating with her. her chinese is damn power one. TT~ me leh, chinese is like hell to me. 16 more days nia leh. jiayou sia!
To all taking Os this year, Jiayou ah! dun give up! (: final lap and can relax till siao alrdy!:D
bye~
=Liing=
i believed in you once, got bitten twice, promised myself not to be stupid for the third time.
