hmm... bongbong made me cry again! T.T no lah...is i cry my own. cus say until peifen de case ma... REALITY CHECK; not because of peifen i cry de ok! is... kian wei and juying both of them are my best frens. as in one is my 4 yrs fren, one is my gan didi. i swear i did cherish them. but things din turn out the way i wanted. umm, kian wei somehow speak to me in such a way tat i cant accept. maybe is because i noe him frm the start, he told me that im his counselor,his listening ear and his close fren, but because of peifen, he speak to me in an attitude that he didn't spoke to before. worth it? i dunno. wat i know is i started crying when i hung up the phone. im too disappointed? yeah... juying, hmm... he dunn bother me anymore.]: im so sadd! maybe is because he dosen't wan to care, that's why, but still, sadd... cant blame him either. force no happiness... maybe not going sec 5 is a way to prevent them frm contacting me... i may be running away frm reality, but hello! i've like, endure her, everything just changes. ppl saying me, like though im at fault? im so tired... spenspen talked to me...actually i wanna have a SHORT talk with him, somehow, abit long, cus he concern me? like ask me wats the prob between peifen and me. i cried the moment i talked bout kianwei. maybe its because i seriously treat him lyk my real fren. i just cant accept. since he treated me tat way. i dun think i have any more reason left to clear the problems. weiji also say me.but no choice, i dun wann complications again, so i scolded him. sorry weiji, im so confuse too! but say until i cry...BONGBONG SHOCKED MAN! HOHO! he straight ask me to RELAX~ ahahs.he sound so shock! x] but i cant control my tears...sorry spenspen. x] as for peifen, heard frm spenspen says, she wanted to prove other ppl tat im wrong. so this also prove tat, she lied?! umm... nt ba=.= haii... dunno lah... i dun wann to believe other ppl so easily le... i've learnt my lesson... yepp... but really, wat i've done? will ppl think tat im pushing the blame to her again?! i dun wann things to happen again. im so tired. i wanna die, but, there is so many stuff i've yet ti accomplish! =[ hmmmm...strong june~ rmb! STRONG! hahas. -try-=.= aww... say until spenspen! i miss him lahh! hmm... i wanna see his botak botak hair le...MUST BE UBER CUTE!!!XD hahas! cute boy lahh! hoho.
O YAAAAAA~! *over reacting again* I SAW A CARBON COPY OF LESLIE TAN TODAYYYYYY! XD XD XD! AT SIMEI MRT STATION! 98% same lorrrrrr~ except for his hairstyle and colour! x] muwahahahahas~ but too bad~ not leslie=.= LOLS! i miss him too... too long din see him liao...wahahas. hmmmmm... spenspen so sad! gt high high fever! den nid run run run also! stupid NS dun wann giv him go home! ltr die die how?! *CHOYYY* x]~ but he still alive! =D but he sound cranky? so ah beng lor! bu shuang de tone! T-T but after tat he shocked den he ok le... hahas. wah wah...today post so much! must stop le! :D night night! i wanna talk with bong bong! hoho!
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hmm... bongbong made me cry again! T.T no lah...is i cry my own. cus say until peifen de case ma... REALITY CHECK; not because of peifen i cry de ok! is... kian wei and juying both of them are my best frens. as in one is my 4 yrs fren, one is my gan didi. i swear i did cherish them. but things din turn out the way i wanted. umm, kian wei somehow speak to me in such a way tat i cant accept. maybe is because i noe him frm the start, he told me that im his counselor,his listening ear and his close fren, but because of peifen, he speak to me in an attitude that he didn't spoke to before. worth it? i dunno. wat i know is i started crying when i hung up the phone. im too disappointed? yeah... juying, hmm... he dunn bother me anymore.]: im so sadd! maybe is because he dosen't wan to care, that's why, but still, sadd... cant blame him either. force no happiness... maybe not going sec 5 is a way to prevent them frm contacting me... i may be running away frm reality, but hello! i've like, endure her, everything just changes. ppl saying me, like though im at fault? im so tired... spenspen talked to me...actually i wanna have a SHORT talk with him, somehow, abit long, cus he concern me? like ask me wats the prob between peifen and me. i cried the moment i talked bout kianwei. maybe its because i seriously treat him lyk my real fren. i just cant accept. since he treated me tat way. i dun think i have any more reason left to clear the problems. weiji also say me.but no choice, i dun wann complications again, so i scolded him. sorry weiji, im so confuse too! but say until i cry...BONGBONG SHOCKED MAN! HOHO! he straight ask me to RELAX~ ahahs.he sound so shock! x] but i cant control my tears...sorry spenspen. x] as for peifen, heard frm spenspen says, she wanted to prove other ppl tat im wrong. so this also prove tat, she lied?! umm... nt ba=.= haii... dunno lah... i dun wann to believe other ppl so easily le... i've learnt my lesson... yepp... but really, wat i've done? will ppl think tat im pushing the blame to her again?! i dun wann things to happen again. im so tired. i wanna die, but, there is so many stuff i've yet ti accomplish! =[ hmmmm...strong june~ rmb! STRONG! hahas. -try-=.= aww... say until spenspen! i miss him lahh! hmm... i wanna see his botak botak hair le...MUST BE UBER CUTE!!!XD hahas! cute boy lahh! hoho.
O YAAAAAA~! *over reacting again* I SAW A CARBON COPY OF LESLIE TAN TODAYYYYYY! XD XD XD! AT SIMEI MRT STATION! 98% same lorrrrrr~ except for his hairstyle and colour! x] muwahahahahas~ but too bad~ not leslie=.= LOLS! i miss him too... too long din see him liao...wahahas. hmmmmm... spenspen so sad! gt high high fever! den nid run run run also! stupid NS dun wann giv him go home! ltr die die how?! *CHOYYY* x]~ but he still alive! =D but he sound cranky? so ah beng lor! bu shuang de tone! T-T but after tat he shocked den he ok le... hahas. wah wah...today post so much! must stop le! :D night night! i wanna talk with bong bong! hoho!
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