din go for sjab again. dunno why too. TT anyways. have been crazy these 2 days. lols! played with kian wei,yeefei,peifen. HAHA! so fun lah. hahs. talked alot with yingg!(: and i realise something, she isn't a very naive person like before ler...hahas. took photos with her, free den upload baa! =]
went Frankie daddddyyyy hse! :D but mummy nt in! T.T she so busy luhhs. o yaa, spencer asked me called in. just because his laopo nt free. ask me entertain him. sot one=.= entertain awhile... den i force him go call his laopo up. HAH! den i free ma. den i was somehow engross in ying's hp games=.= lols! funn le...test brain one. XD!~ afterwhich, bring her go lan ply ply, chiong audi. hohos. home now. =]
=Liing=
i know i dun have any right to say you or judge you, but really, go think what is really good enough for you. why things has been going round and round? and is the same bloody thing? tired aren't you? and the 'promise' you gave me, you break it again and again... and you kept apologising? for? why? it doesn't concern me at all you know? is your relationship. its up to you to choose, what if im dead? and who the hell you can turn to for help? i've been repeating over again and again. but it seems like you still dun understand. tell me, what can i do to help you? please? if you can realise, its stukk the same thing in the end. why would'nt you think harder? i really hoped, that this is your first and last. =]
God; i know i did not do a very good job as a vice chairman, but i will try my best ok?
aww, i actually left my blue file in class!!! which includes all the info bout my class... denn i nid that lists to do for the Class Relay system thinggy... DEN WHY THE HELL I WILL PUT IN CLASS MAN?! fuck or wat? i feel like crying canns?! i didn't know wat to do. i can only hope Mrs Maslinda will nt flare up when she receive this news. im so so so damn guilty! T.T why must i be so forgetful?! why cant i just finish task in time? why?sobbs.
x.x! im sorry canns! ): i dunno why i left in class also! i wanna kill myself lah! pls pls pls! hope tml everything will go on smoothly! if only i rmb everything... if only... D=
things aren't that smooth when reach 2009... supposingly i thought 2009 will be a better year? hais, why? ying have tiff with daddy again== hai. wat to do?
ok, IM FUCKING PISSED OFF BY THE TOOT UNIFORM AUNTY LAHH?!! watever?! she is NOT a reliable Seller. so im warning from all the ppl out there; dun ever buy uniform from her. she is a no brain seller, trust me. fucktard! anyway, since is the last yr of schh, might as well just forget it. knn==
o yaa, xiaohei is SPEEDYYYYY recovery progress^^ buwahahha~~
happy luhhs.
Class hasn't been that great, how i wished holidays would quickly arrive, having too much childish comments from classmates that are really really old enough to think. maybe they haven thought of putting themselves in other ppl's shoe. i din voice out, doesn't mean i dun care. i have feelings too. sometimes, being alone is better then in a group. well, wat should i say? some ppl just dun mix together. everything has a limit, i do hope she doesn't get on my nerve. its way too sad. its a last year as a class. why cant they think?! i understand they play alot. but, some comments really should be kept frm themselves. if she is in my shoe, how will the hell she thinks man?! if i choose to voice out, how will she react? will it be awkward for the future for the both of us? i dunno, i choose not to know. i only hope, she doesn't get on my nerve.i may explode one fine day.
too many things happen. but, surprisingly i can still handle it. :D Maths, hai... after Mrs Ong leave us, she's on course, thats why. i dun even understand a single word wat Mdm Wu said. die luhhs. her teaching i just dun understand le, no matter i gt listern or not. hai ya! very corrupted lah! FnN also problematic! Mrs phillip sometimes say can, sometimes say cannot. also dunno wat the hell she wants. i dun wana be the vice chairman anymore. D: maybe im just being over sensitive. well, try nt to think so much.
Home one word; CHAOS brother scolded me ytd, nearly whack each other. we had a sever war! to me, he still dunno how to think for sch's stuff. keep pon sch! hai== no matter how i say him also no use. i mean, its his final yr, just go ahead?! doesn't mean his final yr he like tat, sec 5 also my final yr ma! i also pon lah?! crazy mehh?!! == dun wanna carry on saying. no point. mummy's having alot of probs too. she also, gt attitude say me. daddy le?! too busy for xiaohei and work. hai... wat kinda family man?==
woohooo, Cny coming liaos! ang paos! =DD! ahahah! most enjoy festival ever! :DD
i've been thinking real hard wat to get for laopo le... her birthday coming in 4 days liao le== piiangs. headache lah! and i haven return xiao laopo money. 10 dollars le. although she din chase after me lah. but hor, paiisehh le. hai== keep forgetting. debt-ridden me. the day i clear my debts, the day i fly! lol~ now im trying to improve my eng le. Mrs Maslinda is a great eng teacher! but!== i still get sleepy in class at times... GOD! HELP ME WILL YOU?!! june ahh, if you din sleep for a day,i might love myself more.
o ya! ytd had a afternoon nap AND I DREAMT OF HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAH~ he injured! D: dunno he real life gt hurt or nt! =x maybe nt ba== hahahahaha!
k lah, dun blog liaos. ciao~
=Liing=
why does ppl are always hanging with selfish thoughts?! cant they just spare a thought for others?
ahahs! today was sure in a good mood. but after that. bad mood again! anyway, summary of today!(:
woke up by noon, den go facial, 50 bucks gone like that== denn afterwhich, when to imm to meet up with korkor,ah liang,siaoeh and celeste. i was hungry. but they just ate. so i alone go subway to eat. have my breakfast,lunch and dinner eaten together. lols. 9.60 bucks, quite cheap. filling too!(: denn celeste go off soon after, to meet her boyboy. denn korkor return to sch for night class. denn left with me, siaoeh and ah liang. after that i found out that i left my Cross necklace at the facial there. i was a bit crazy by then, cus i love the necklace like heaven and hell. ah liang help me ranksack my bag! cannot find denn i call mama to ask the facial aunty! denn i drop the necklace there. heng! if that necklace lost. i will tio depression. thanks ah liang!=D denn we go buy the crepe thinggy to taste taste, cus none of us eaten before. i end up paying 85 cents only! lols. nt much money left. but gt 20% discounts ma! so 3.85 bucks. expensive lor!!! haikkado derrhs lerrhs. see nice nice, wahpiangs! the full cream alot! o.o cannot eat much, will die. is milk lor! nt sweet derrhs! so eaten, i bought lychee juice, shared. after which, no where to go,decided to go mini toons see see, somehow we go to mini toons to crazy! lol~siaoeh bought a pig for korkor and a monkey for ah liang! the monkey look like ah liang ma! denn piggy represent korkor! XD~ (actually is i wann buy pig for korkor derrhs, den ah liang suggest that the pig plushie cuter! lol)=he was a part of our plan! buwahahaha!*grins*=
den saw cindy and jacqueline. so as so, around 8 plus, gladys and jairus dismiss frm work. so talk talk. gladys waiting for stephy to dismiss frm work. denn i left imm to meet ying. and in bus 333. coincidence, saw yeefei they all. quite shock but say hi. denn i smsed yeefei saying that she very noisy in bus== she reply i was the one who is shouting==!!! lols. denn meet up with ying. chat awhile den go ying hse, talked with her aunt. lol! her aunt miss me man! XD~ denn go home find mama talk bout the facial thinggy. talked to wendy jiejie bout her family stuff, very complicated! denn go pei ying go market to buy food for her aunt. O YAA! TML IS YING'S AUNT 76th BIRTHDAY!=DDD~ celebrate with her tml~ =D
so and so, ate and find korkor. talked to siaoeh,korkor and ah liang. abit bu shuang. cus no ppl feel like replying me. abit fuckup. denn went home... but yay! i took the monkey photo with ah liang! hahahahaha! gonna post them up when im free! their uber cute! is the monkey cute! nt ah liang! XD!
din get to meet stephy!D= i miss her lahh! haha~ anyway, tml count down, so might see her tml! =DD! kkays, since mood kena thrash, no harm chionging audi! byebye!=D
=Liing=
since we are nt even frens, no point holding on the idea when its being thrash then him. its trust that fails you.
Namie Amuro-Do Me More -------------------------------------
hmmm... very very sad... cus one of my distance fren pass away.T.T she is very nice girl to me luhhs...haiis... low morale luhhs. even though we talked lyk a few sentences before only, but still... hais... tml going to her song kah to pay her my last respect luhhs. hope she rest in peace in heaven.(:
hmm... bongbong made me cry again! T.T no lah...is i cry my own. cus say until peifen de case ma... REALITY CHECK; not because of peifen i cry de ok! is... kian wei and juying both of them are my best frens. as in one is my 4 yrs fren, one is my gan didi. i swear i did cherish them. but things din turn out the way i wanted. umm, kian wei somehow speak to me in such a way tat i cant accept. maybe is because i noe him frm the start, he told me that im his counselor,his listening ear and his close fren, but because of peifen, he speak to me in an attitude that he didn't spoke to before. worth it? i dunno. wat i know is i started crying when i hung up the phone. im too disappointed? yeah... juying, hmm... he dunn bother me anymore.]: im so sadd! maybe is because he dosen't wan to care, that's why, but still, sadd... cant blame him either. force no happiness... maybe not going sec 5 is a way to prevent them frm contacting me... i may be running away frm reality, but hello! i've like, endure her, everything just changes. ppl saying me, like though im at fault? im so tired... spenspen talked to me...actually i wanna have a SHORT talk with him, somehow, abit long, cus he concern me? like ask me wats the prob between peifen and me. i cried the moment i talked bout kianwei. maybe its because i seriously treat him lyk my real fren. i just cant accept. since he treated me tat way. i dun think i have any more reason left to clear the problems. weiji also say me.but no choice, i dun wann complications again, so i scolded him. sorry weiji, im so confuse too! but say until i cry...BONGBONG SHOCKED MAN! HOHO! he straight ask me to RELAX~ ahahs.he sound so shock! x] but i cant control my tears...sorry spenspen. x] as for peifen, heard frm spenspen says, she wanted to prove other ppl tat im wrong. so this also prove tat, she lied?! umm... nt ba=.= haii... dunno lah... i dun wann to believe other ppl so easily le... i've learnt my lesson... yepp... but really, wat i've done? will ppl think tat im pushing the blame to her again?! i dun wann things to happen again. im so tired. i wanna die, but, there is so many stuff i've yet ti accomplish! =[ hmmmm...strong june~ rmb! STRONG! hahas. -try-=.= aww... say until spenspen! i miss him lahh! hmm... i wanna see his botak botak hair le...MUST BE UBER CUTE!!!XD hahas! cute boy lahh! hoho.
O YAAAAAA~! *over reacting again* I SAW A CARBON COPY OF LESLIE TAN TODAYYYYYY! XD XD XD! AT SIMEI MRT STATION! 98% same lorrrrrr~ except for his hairstyle and colour! x] muwahahahahas~ but too bad~ not leslie=.= LOLS! i miss him too... too long din see him liao...wahahas. hmmmmm... spenspen so sad! gt high high fever! den nid run run run also! stupid NS dun wann giv him go home! ltr die die how?! *CHOYYY* x]~ but he still alive! =D but he sound cranky? so ah beng lor! bu shuang de tone! T-T but after tat he shocked den he ok le... hahas. wah wah...today post so much! must stop le! :D night night! i wanna talk with bong bong! hoho!
BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(: BE POSITIVE!(:
din go for sjab again. dunno why too. TT anyways. have been crazy these 2 days. lols! played with kian wei,yeefei,peifen. HAHA! so fun lah. hahs. talked alot with yingg!(: and i realise something, she isn't a very naive person like before ler...hahas. took photos with her, free den upload baa! =]
went Frankie daddddyyyy hse! :D but mummy nt in! T.T she so busy luhhs. o yaa, spencer asked me called in. just because his laopo nt free. ask me entertain him. sot one=.= entertain awhile... den i force him go call his laopo up. HAH! den i free ma. den i was somehow engross in ying's hp games=.= lols! funn le...test brain one. XD!~ afterwhich, bring her go lan ply ply, chiong audi. hohos. home now. =]
=Liing=
i know i dun have any right to say you or judge you, but really, go think what is really good enough for you. why things has been going round and round? and is the same bloody thing? tired aren't you? and the 'promise' you gave me, you break it again and again... and you kept apologising? for? why? it doesn't concern me at all you know? is your relationship. its up to you to choose, what if im dead? and who the hell you can turn to for help? i've been repeating over again and again. but it seems like you still dun understand. tell me, what can i do to help you? please? if you can realise, its stukk the same thing in the end. why would'nt you think harder? i really hoped, that this is your first and last. =]
God; i know i did not do a very good job as a vice chairman, but i will try my best ok?
aww, i actually left my blue file in class!!! which includes all the info bout my class... denn i nid that lists to do for the Class Relay system thinggy... DEN WHY THE HELL I WILL PUT IN CLASS MAN?! fuck or wat? i feel like crying canns?! i didn't know wat to do. i can only hope Mrs Maslinda will nt flare up when she receive this news. im so so so damn guilty! T.T why must i be so forgetful?! why cant i just finish task in time? why?sobbs.
x.x! im sorry canns! ): i dunno why i left in class also! i wanna kill myself lah! pls pls pls! hope tml everything will go on smoothly! if only i rmb everything... if only... D=
things aren't that smooth when reach 2009... supposingly i thought 2009 will be a better year? hais, why? ying have tiff with daddy again== hai. wat to do?
ok, IM FUCKING PISSED OFF BY THE TOOT UNIFORM AUNTY LAHH?!! watever?! she is NOT a reliable Seller. so im warning from all the ppl out there; dun ever buy uniform from her. she is a no brain seller, trust me. fucktard! anyway, since is the last yr of schh, might as well just forget it. knn==
o yaa, xiaohei is SPEEDYYYYY recovery progress^^ buwahahha~~
happy luhhs.
Class hasn't been that great, how i wished holidays would quickly arrive, having too much childish comments from classmates that are really really old enough to think. maybe they haven thought of putting themselves in other ppl's shoe. i din voice out, doesn't mean i dun care. i have feelings too. sometimes, being alone is better then in a group. well, wat should i say? some ppl just dun mix together. everything has a limit, i do hope she doesn't get on my nerve. its way too sad. its a last year as a class. why cant they think?! i understand they play alot. but, some comments really should be kept frm themselves. if she is in my shoe, how will the hell she thinks man?! if i choose to voice out, how will she react? will it be awkward for the future for the both of us? i dunno, i choose not to know. i only hope, she doesn't get on my nerve.i may explode one fine day.
too many things happen. but, surprisingly i can still handle it. :D Maths, hai... after Mrs Ong leave us, she's on course, thats why. i dun even understand a single word wat Mdm Wu said. die luhhs. her teaching i just dun understand le, no matter i gt listern or not. hai ya! very corrupted lah! FnN also problematic! Mrs phillip sometimes say can, sometimes say cannot. also dunno wat the hell she wants. i dun wana be the vice chairman anymore. D: maybe im just being over sensitive. well, try nt to think so much.
Home one word; CHAOS brother scolded me ytd, nearly whack each other. we had a sever war! to me, he still dunno how to think for sch's stuff. keep pon sch! hai== no matter how i say him also no use. i mean, its his final yr, just go ahead?! doesn't mean his final yr he like tat, sec 5 also my final yr ma! i also pon lah?! crazy mehh?!! == dun wanna carry on saying. no point. mummy's having alot of probs too. she also, gt attitude say me. daddy le?! too busy for xiaohei and work. hai... wat kinda family man?==
woohooo, Cny coming liaos! ang paos! =DD! ahahah! most enjoy festival ever! :DD
i've been thinking real hard wat to get for laopo le... her birthday coming in 4 days liao le== piiangs. headache lah! and i haven return xiao laopo money. 10 dollars le. although she din chase after me lah. but hor, paiisehh le. hai== keep forgetting. debt-ridden me. the day i clear my debts, the day i fly! lol~ now im trying to improve my eng le. Mrs Maslinda is a great eng teacher! but!== i still get sleepy in class at times... GOD! HELP ME WILL YOU?!! june ahh, if you din sleep for a day,i might love myself more.
o ya! ytd had a afternoon nap AND I DREAMT OF HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAH~ he injured! D: dunno he real life gt hurt or nt! =x maybe nt ba== hahahahaha!
k lah, dun blog liaos. ciao~
=Liing=
why does ppl are always hanging with selfish thoughts?! cant they just spare a thought for others?
ahahs! today was sure in a good mood. but after that. bad mood again! anyway, summary of today!(:
woke up by noon, den go facial, 50 bucks gone like that== denn afterwhich, when to imm to meet up with korkor,ah liang,siaoeh and celeste. i was hungry. but they just ate. so i alone go subway to eat. have my breakfast,lunch and dinner eaten together. lols. 9.60 bucks, quite cheap. filling too!(: denn celeste go off soon after, to meet her boyboy. denn korkor return to sch for night class. denn left with me, siaoeh and ah liang. after that i found out that i left my Cross necklace at the facial there. i was a bit crazy by then, cus i love the necklace like heaven and hell. ah liang help me ranksack my bag! cannot find denn i call mama to ask the facial aunty! denn i drop the necklace there. heng! if that necklace lost. i will tio depression. thanks ah liang!=D denn we go buy the crepe thinggy to taste taste, cus none of us eaten before. i end up paying 85 cents only! lols. nt much money left. but gt 20% discounts ma! so 3.85 bucks. expensive lor!!! haikkado derrhs lerrhs. see nice nice, wahpiangs! the full cream alot! o.o cannot eat much, will die. is milk lor! nt sweet derrhs! so eaten, i bought lychee juice, shared. after which, no where to go,decided to go mini toons see see, somehow we go to mini toons to crazy! lol~siaoeh bought a pig for korkor and a monkey for ah liang! the monkey look like ah liang ma! denn piggy represent korkor! XD~ (actually is i wann buy pig for korkor derrhs, den ah liang suggest that the pig plushie cuter! lol)=he was a part of our plan! buwahahaha!*grins*=
den saw cindy and jacqueline. so as so, around 8 plus, gladys and jairus dismiss frm work. so talk talk. gladys waiting for stephy to dismiss frm work. denn i left imm to meet ying. and in bus 333. coincidence, saw yeefei they all. quite shock but say hi. denn i smsed yeefei saying that she very noisy in bus== she reply i was the one who is shouting==!!! lols. denn meet up with ying. chat awhile den go ying hse, talked with her aunt. lol! her aunt miss me man! XD~ denn go home find mama talk bout the facial thinggy. talked to wendy jiejie bout her family stuff, very complicated! denn go pei ying go market to buy food for her aunt. O YAA! TML IS YING'S AUNT 76th BIRTHDAY!=DDD~ celebrate with her tml~ =D
so and so, ate and find korkor. talked to siaoeh,korkor and ah liang. abit bu shuang. cus no ppl feel like replying me. abit fuckup. denn went home... but yay! i took the monkey photo with ah liang! hahahahaha! gonna post them up when im free! their uber cute! is the monkey cute! nt ah liang! XD!
din get to meet stephy!D= i miss her lahh! haha~ anyway, tml count down, so might see her tml! =DD! kkays, since mood kena thrash, no harm chionging audi! byebye!=D
=Liing=
since we are nt even frens, no point holding on the idea when its being thrash then him. its trust that fails you.
Namie Amuro-Do Me More -------------------------------------
hmmm... very very sad... cus one of my distance fren pass away.T.T she is very nice girl to me luhhs...haiis... low morale luhhs. even though we talked lyk a few sentences before only, but still... hais... tml going to her song kah to pay her my last respect luhhs. hope she rest in peace in heaven.(:
hmm... bongbong made me cry again! T.T no lah...is i cry my own. cus say until peifen de case ma... REALITY CHECK; not because of peifen i cry de ok! is... kian wei and juying both of them are my best frens. as in one is my 4 yrs fren, one is my gan didi. i swear i did cherish them. but things din turn out the way i wanted. umm, kian wei somehow speak to me in such a way tat i cant accept. maybe is because i noe him frm the start, he told me that im his counselor,his listening ear and his close fren, but because of peifen, he speak to me in an attitude that he didn't spoke to before. worth it? i dunno. wat i know is i started crying when i hung up the phone. im too disappointed? yeah... juying, hmm... he dunn bother me anymore.]: im so sadd! maybe is because he dosen't wan to care, that's why, but still, sadd... cant blame him either. force no happiness... maybe not going sec 5 is a way to prevent them frm contacting me... i may be running away frm reality, but hello! i've like, endure her, everything just changes. ppl saying me, like though im at fault? im so tired... spenspen talked to me...actually i wanna have a SHORT talk with him, somehow, abit long, cus he concern me? like ask me wats the prob between peifen and me. i cried the moment i talked bout kianwei. maybe its because i seriously treat him lyk my real fren. i just cant accept. since he treated me tat way. i dun think i have any more reason left to clear the problems. weiji also say me.but no choice, i dun wann complications again, so i scolded him. sorry weiji, im so confuse too! but say until i cry...BONGBONG SHOCKED MAN! HOHO! he straight ask me to RELAX~ ahahs.he sound so shock! x] but i cant control my tears...sorry spenspen. x] as for peifen, heard frm spenspen says, she wanted to prove other ppl tat im wrong. so this also prove tat, she lied?! umm... nt ba=.= haii... dunno lah... i dun wann to believe other ppl so easily le... i've learnt my lesson... yepp... but really, wat i've done? will ppl think tat im pushing the blame to her again?! i dun wann things to happen again. im so tired. i wanna die, but, there is so many stuff i've yet ti accomplish! =[ hmmmm...strong june~ rmb! STRONG! hahas. -try-=.= aww... say until spenspen! i miss him lahh! hmm... i wanna see his botak botak hair le...MUST BE UBER CUTE!!!XD hahas! cute boy lahh! hoho.
O YAAAAAA~! *over reacting again* I SAW A CARBON COPY OF LESLIE TAN TODAYYYYYY! XD XD XD! AT SIMEI MRT STATION! 98% same lorrrrrr~ except for his hairstyle and colour! x] muwahahahahas~ but too bad~ not leslie=.= LOLS! i miss him too... too long din see him liao...wahahas. hmmmmm... spenspen so sad! gt high high fever! den nid run run run also! stupid NS dun wann giv him go home! ltr die die how?! *CHOYYY* x]~ but he still alive! =D but he sound cranky? so ah beng lor! bu shuang de tone! T-T but after tat he shocked den he ok le... hahas. wah wah...today post so much! must stop le! :D night night! i wanna talk with bong bong! hoho!
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