i've been asking myself quite alot of questions. i mean, i've been thinking quite alot...
Why am i not motivated in my studies?! and why the hell i dun give a shit to my O lvls?! and and, maybe, perhaps. im returning to chc.
i didn't know why, but. i felt God is helping me. again and again, he answered my questions. frm last time till now. dunno is qiao or wat lah.
why cant i just look forward?! why cant i give ppl a chance? why cant i let ppl walk through my door? alot alot. im not tearing, but my heart sank. im guilty? no. wat am i feeling now? who understands? why cant i accept ppl? why am i scared? why i fear? all this questions are enough for me to tio depression sia=.= gtg now. sch's tml. sucks=.=
=Liing=
i desperately needs your attention i need to feel your presence with me now.
i need to get you replaced, but it seems like so impossible. all you gave me was a day. and why the hell i am thinking of you? its been a year alrdy. and im still... pathetic? God, you answered my question... i thank you here. Amen.
i've been asking myself quite alot of questions. i mean, i've been thinking quite alot...
Why am i not motivated in my studies?! and why the hell i dun give a shit to my O lvls?! and and, maybe, perhaps. im returning to chc.
i didn't know why, but. i felt God is helping me. again and again, he answered my questions. frm last time till now. dunno is qiao or wat lah.
why cant i just look forward?! why cant i give ppl a chance? why cant i let ppl walk through my door? alot alot. im not tearing, but my heart sank. im guilty? no. wat am i feeling now? who understands? why cant i accept ppl? why am i scared? why i fear? all this questions are enough for me to tio depression sia=.= gtg now. sch's tml. sucks=.=
=Liing=
i desperately needs your attention i need to feel your presence with me now.
i need to get you replaced, but it seems like so impossible. all you gave me was a day. and why the hell i am thinking of you? its been a year alrdy. and im still... pathetic? God, you answered my question... i thank you here. Amen.