Yuna Ito-Endless Story --------------------------------
alright, i knew its the damn second post of the day! but but but! cant blame me for being like so... wanting to blog so much right! =x but this post is for me to talk craps de lah! dun wann read also canns. LOL!
think, i've been thinking alot this few days... and, just Saturday. think is the 10 april ba. and yepp, its the same feeling again. the feeling of being left out. i knew i can depend on my own, when im being left out or something else. just like a year ago, when meeting spencer they all. tgt with celeste,adrain,fen,lesile and his girl. all cpl, except me.i was thinking now, what the fuck i wana follow? why am i so ridiculous?! and why, why do i allow people to walk through my door? as when i leave, everything she said, how do i feel? yes, left out.
but, this is different yeah. she's happy, with her family. she found them, but something is not right leh, she is very very happy leh. but i like why so sad ha? -.- she is my bestie leh. but when i see her walking with her sister, happily leh, as forth and back, i was walking either front or back.. listerning to songs, thinking, why the heck i feel left out?! i seems to be very jialet lor.
den as for another person, i dunno whether she knew this or not. i dun wanna give her up, nor i want things to turn out this way. i just hope, hope that i can tolerate more.
i thought i can stand strong and still, but it looks like im wrong. i tend to believe you, yes i do. and what do i gain? i dun need a repay, but, i dun think i deserve your comments. again and again, i told myself that you are angry, i take your words as anger. but it came out to be very harsh. i have totally no idea whats going on. also, i cant believe myself. and im asking again; who are you?
.p.s. I LOVE THE CULLEN FAMILY! ESPECIALLY DR.CULLEN AND EDWARD CULLEN! *SCREAMS* both of this guys totally rock my damn mind! i love them yes i do. but i love my laopo more!<3>
=Liing=
i think, i've found him. he has the same thinking as me. he made me smile. alot alot. (:
Yuna Ito-Endless Story --------------------------------
alright, i knew its the damn second post of the day! but but but! cant blame me for being like so... wanting to blog so much right! =x but this post is for me to talk craps de lah! dun wann read also canns. LOL!
think, i've been thinking alot this few days... and, just Saturday. think is the 10 april ba. and yepp, its the same feeling again. the feeling of being left out. i knew i can depend on my own, when im being left out or something else. just like a year ago, when meeting spencer they all. tgt with celeste,adrain,fen,lesile and his girl. all cpl, except me.i was thinking now, what the fuck i wana follow? why am i so ridiculous?! and why, why do i allow people to walk through my door? as when i leave, everything she said, how do i feel? yes, left out.
but, this is different yeah. she's happy, with her family. she found them, but something is not right leh, she is very very happy leh. but i like why so sad ha? -.- she is my bestie leh. but when i see her walking with her sister, happily leh, as forth and back, i was walking either front or back.. listerning to songs, thinking, why the heck i feel left out?! i seems to be very jialet lor.
den as for another person, i dunno whether she knew this or not. i dun wanna give her up, nor i want things to turn out this way. i just hope, hope that i can tolerate more.
i thought i can stand strong and still, but it looks like im wrong. i tend to believe you, yes i do. and what do i gain? i dun need a repay, but, i dun think i deserve your comments. again and again, i told myself that you are angry, i take your words as anger. but it came out to be very harsh. i have totally no idea whats going on. also, i cant believe myself. and im asking again; who are you?
.p.s. I LOVE THE CULLEN FAMILY! ESPECIALLY DR.CULLEN AND EDWARD CULLEN! *SCREAMS* both of this guys totally rock my damn mind! i love them yes i do. but i love my laopo more!<3>
=Liing=
i think, i've found him. he has the same thinking as me. he made me smile. alot alot. (:
