im fucking demoralized. dun ask me why. nt that i dunno, is i dun really wish to rake up.
=Liing=
i know im in no position to bother, but i just wanna say is, no matter what you have gone through, i've gone through, and it's been caused bu you. people do make mistakes. admit if you needed to, no point pointing finger at me when you are at fault. and, dun ever try to cover whatever you have done, cus; wat done is done. no point crying over a split milk. indeed you are disappointed in her. Me to you? Hell yes.
but i have chosen not to say cus i find it no point adding fuel to fire. i've done my best. you ain't God, so am i.
Avril Lavigne- My Happy Ending ---------------------------------------------
haven been updating,thanks to my irresponsible brother==
anyway, lets get back to topic, today isn't a day for me, didn't really know why, everything doesn't seems to be right for me,
went arcade with fen and weiji today, spent my god damn money there also. no hard feeling, im feeling damn moody now. even after playing time crisis 2, like, killed alot of ppl== im still in my foul mood. i dunno whats on my mind, i dunno what to do, everything just seems to be in a daze. easily offended by ppl, even through their least attitude,i would pissed off. fcuk. its only face and im like so pissed off. its been straight 3 days since im feeling like this. why am i here? man, forget to mention, i've been eating straight 3 days of maggie mees=.= think mummy gonna bann me soon. shags lah,nid money. but i eat with korean kimchi! so nice! :DD gonna buy again soon.
i think my tolerance level is very very limited now. going insane soon== maybe nidda make a trip to the place i once hang out. totally no ppl, totally peace. im not stress, im just not feeling right. i dun even wanna go to my damn cca.
im so fcuking selfish. im a totally disappointment to God.
go off first. byebye! shall update when my optimistic soul is backk=.=
=Liing=
am i doing the right thing? i really dunno what to do. is this really your attitude? or you are just making fun of me?! i dunno which is right and wrong anymore. D=
Yuna Ito-Endless Story --------------------------------
Firstly, let me announce... that is...
MY SIAO EH!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!(:
hope that you will stay happy always orhh! XD~
hahas. yepp, my siao eh birthday today! love him lah! lols. went to Chervons with peifen,weiji and weilin today. peifen and weiji crazy luhhs-,- both also high~! only me and weilin normal niias! lols. but its fun lah, chiong arcade there....
and and, duuno why but... IM SO FUCKING MOODYY TODAYY!>:[ how and why?! talked to daddy today! hah! he promised me to buy a hp when he gt moneyy! XD~ yay!ai si ta liao! XD! our conversation was funny today. it goes like this;
daddy; 你要替量你老爸我，懂吗？我最经手头很紧！ Me; 好啊！我以向来很 understanding de~ daddy; 是吗？好啊，那你的电话就等多三个月吧！ Me; WAH?! 没问题啊！ Daddy; 真的吗？ Me; 当然是真的啦！因为三个月后，我要怎样的电话都 ok de lah! hor?我很爱你的！怎样？我这个做女儿得很好对不对？ daddy; i think after the 3 months im offically bandkrupt=.= Me; HAHAHAHAHAH~!
LOLS! he said it! i will update him every single hp i eye on one! XD~ and=.= my dad is crazy man... he told mummy, actually hor, 女儿笑起来还蛮好看得了！ i was like... -____________-"" hahhaha! sot one=.= anyway. today i have a private discussion with daddy, he tell me and mummy says xiaohei gt minor depression=.= den the medicine for tat depression cost bout hundred dollars. SMALL SIZE DE! damn expensive i tell ya! denn my daddy saus b4 he buy for xiaohei eat, he will eat it his own! LOL!~ to cure his depression for paying all the money! HAHAHAHAHA! me and my mummy was laughing liao non stop. den my mama begun to nag-,- she said that is blackie de depression is nt cured, she will buy the medicine, den blah blah blah... 10 mins ltr..... ..... .... my daddy says, i think i need to bring mummy go check up ... phychologist somemore! LOL! I LAUGH LIKE DUNNO WAT SIA! HAHAHAHAH! cus daddy says mummy gt more severe depression den he or blackie! hahahahaha! damn funny lah today=.= i from moody become happy...den happy turn to moody again-.- think i coming that one liao lor. hai... weird feeling... hahs,
o ya, forget to update the day b4 de post! is... SEOW WEI LIANG LAH! MA DE FA DE!~!!! keep on tickle me and KNOCK MY HEAD WITH KORKOR DE HAMMERRRR! >:] AHHHHHHHHHH~! NON STOP 15 MINS OK! lol! huncheng go use my hp and photo non stop! LOL~ i even twist for him to cam whore=.= now den i realise... weiliang de force quite big sia-.- i cannot even tickle him he tickle me back liao... and my stupid brother was like keep using computer and treat me and weiliang invisible... (obviously he doesn't wann to help me=.=) hahahaha! fun lah! nevertheless...
meeting yingg now~ update nxt tym! byebye! =DD
=Liing=
im sinking deeper and deeper... i cant breathe any longer like i used to be.
STEPHY!!!(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL! hope eurr wishes come true ok! 17 yrs old liao! old lerrhs! must know how to handle things le! hope you can cope well in eurr poly years ok? <3 im certain that our friendship will last even we seldom meet.(: so, rmb, when ever you nid a people to talk to, sms or call me ok? and... DUN BE SO QUIET LAH YOU! haha! :DD
hahas, that above msg is for stephy(: anyways, today is rather a moody day for me. nidda complete my coursework. which is only half way done. gt too much things nidda sort up. ytd night slack with stephen, korkor,ahhliang,siaoeh,cecilia jie and cindy.(: stephen is like, nt human lah== he mixed blood with like 5 countries le! who the heck will believe man?! lols. but he is a nice perosn to talked to. hahas. tml sch again. gonna fck sch upside down man. so tired of living, indeed we are living in hell. now i know why bad ppl survive longer den good ppl.
im fucking demoralized. dun ask me why. nt that i dunno, is i dun really wish to rake up.
=Liing=
i know im in no position to bother, but i just wanna say is, no matter what you have gone through, i've gone through, and it's been caused bu you. people do make mistakes. admit if you needed to, no point pointing finger at me when you are at fault. and, dun ever try to cover whatever you have done, cus; wat done is done. no point crying over a split milk. indeed you are disappointed in her. Me to you? Hell yes.
but i have chosen not to say cus i find it no point adding fuel to fire. i've done my best. you ain't God, so am i.
Avril Lavigne- My Happy Ending ---------------------------------------------
haven been updating,thanks to my irresponsible brother==
anyway, lets get back to topic, today isn't a day for me, didn't really know why, everything doesn't seems to be right for me,
went arcade with fen and weiji today, spent my god damn money there also. no hard feeling, im feeling damn moody now. even after playing time crisis 2, like, killed alot of ppl== im still in my foul mood. i dunno whats on my mind, i dunno what to do, everything just seems to be in a daze. easily offended by ppl, even through their least attitude,i would pissed off. fcuk. its only face and im like so pissed off. its been straight 3 days since im feeling like this. why am i here? man, forget to mention, i've been eating straight 3 days of maggie mees=.= think mummy gonna bann me soon. shags lah,nid money. but i eat with korean kimchi! so nice! :DD gonna buy again soon.
i think my tolerance level is very very limited now. going insane soon== maybe nidda make a trip to the place i once hang out. totally no ppl, totally peace. im not stress, im just not feeling right. i dun even wanna go to my damn cca.
im so fcuking selfish. im a totally disappointment to God.
go off first. byebye! shall update when my optimistic soul is backk=.=
=Liing=
am i doing the right thing? i really dunno what to do. is this really your attitude? or you are just making fun of me?! i dunno which is right and wrong anymore. D=
Yuna Ito-Endless Story --------------------------------
Firstly, let me announce... that is...
MY SIAO EH!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!(:
hope that you will stay happy always orhh! XD~
hahas. yepp, my siao eh birthday today! love him lah! lols. went to Chervons with peifen,weiji and weilin today. peifen and weiji crazy luhhs-,- both also high~! only me and weilin normal niias! lols. but its fun lah, chiong arcade there....
and and, duuno why but... IM SO FUCKING MOODYY TODAYY!>:[ how and why?! talked to daddy today! hah! he promised me to buy a hp when he gt moneyy! XD~ yay!ai si ta liao! XD! our conversation was funny today. it goes like this;
daddy; 你要替量你老爸我，懂吗？我最经手头很紧！ Me; 好啊！我以向来很 understanding de~ daddy; 是吗？好啊，那你的电话就等多三个月吧！ Me; WAH?! 没问题啊！ Daddy; 真的吗？ Me; 当然是真的啦！因为三个月后，我要怎样的电话都 ok de lah! hor?我很爱你的！怎样？我这个做女儿得很好对不对？ daddy; i think after the 3 months im offically bandkrupt=.= Me; HAHAHAHAHAH~!
LOLS! he said it! i will update him every single hp i eye on one! XD~ and=.= my dad is crazy man... he told mummy, actually hor, 女儿笑起来还蛮好看得了！ i was like... -____________-"" hahhaha! sot one=.= anyway. today i have a private discussion with daddy, he tell me and mummy says xiaohei gt minor depression=.= den the medicine for tat depression cost bout hundred dollars. SMALL SIZE DE! damn expensive i tell ya! denn my daddy saus b4 he buy for xiaohei eat, he will eat it his own! LOL!~ to cure his depression for paying all the money! HAHAHAHAHA! me and my mummy was laughing liao non stop. den my mama begun to nag-,- she said that is blackie de depression is nt cured, she will buy the medicine, den blah blah blah... 10 mins ltr..... ..... .... my daddy says, i think i need to bring mummy go check up ... phychologist somemore! LOL! I LAUGH LIKE DUNNO WAT SIA! HAHAHAHAH! cus daddy says mummy gt more severe depression den he or blackie! hahahahaha! damn funny lah today=.= i from moody become happy...den happy turn to moody again-.- think i coming that one liao lor. hai... weird feeling... hahs,
o ya, forget to update the day b4 de post! is... SEOW WEI LIANG LAH! MA DE FA DE!~!!! keep on tickle me and KNOCK MY HEAD WITH KORKOR DE HAMMERRRR! >:] AHHHHHHHHHH~! NON STOP 15 MINS OK! lol! huncheng go use my hp and photo non stop! LOL~ i even twist for him to cam whore=.= now den i realise... weiliang de force quite big sia-.- i cannot even tickle him he tickle me back liao... and my stupid brother was like keep using computer and treat me and weiliang invisible... (obviously he doesn't wann to help me=.=) hahahaha! fun lah! nevertheless...
meeting yingg now~ update nxt tym! byebye! =DD
=Liing=
im sinking deeper and deeper... i cant breathe any longer like i used to be.
STEPHY!!!(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL! hope eurr wishes come true ok! 17 yrs old liao! old lerrhs! must know how to handle things le! hope you can cope well in eurr poly years ok? <3 im certain that our friendship will last even we seldom meet.(: so, rmb, when ever you nid a people to talk to, sms or call me ok? and... DUN BE SO QUIET LAH YOU! haha! :DD
hahas, that above msg is for stephy(: anyways, today is rather a moody day for me. nidda complete my coursework. which is only half way done. gt too much things nidda sort up. ytd night slack with stephen, korkor,ahhliang,siaoeh,cecilia jie and cindy.(: stephen is like, nt human lah== he mixed blood with like 5 countries le! who the heck will believe man?! lols. but he is a nice perosn to talked to. hahas. tml sch again. gonna fck sch upside down man. so tired of living, indeed we are living in hell. now i know why bad ppl survive longer den good ppl.
